I was on the bus on my way home from school when i overheard 2 students discussing the topic of guys expressing their feelings to the girls.
This topic has always been indirectly bothering me. Why indirectly? Because i've never done it before.
It's not that i don't want to do it, but because i always don't know the affairs of my heart. I have always been too late to realise such things...
When i was in Primary 5 and 6, there was this particular girl in my class which i always take note of. She had big, clear eyes; a-bit-longer-than-shoulder-length straight hair; and she practically was always all smiles. Though she's a bit shorter and a tiny winy bit more "up-sized" than other girls, but at that time, for who-knows-what reasons, i still find her rather cute!!
Primary school kids has this norm - match~making. Friends will match-make some particular boy and girl when the guy just show a single caring action towards the girl.
I wasn't spared of course... I was match-made with this girl. Since P5, the rumour started. Till P6, i started to wonder if i really like this girl.
And it wasn't until i graduated from primary school did i finally know it - i really like the girl.
But by then, it was already too late. We had lost contact...
Then, during my secondary school days, it happened again. And again, it's a classmate. By this time, though the match-making trend still continues, but it wasn't as much bad as during primary school days.
Beginning of sec 2, there was this girl in the class who gives people the impression that she's kind and gentle(and she really is).
This girl...kind and gentle; tall and slim; small pretty eyes; long smooth hair. She seemed like the perfect girl. Except for the fact that she wears specs.
Same as always, since we were sitting rather close, we worked together quite often. And thus, as time went by, everybody got the "message". Nearing the end of sec 2 days, i started questioning myself agian. Still, i couldn't figure out the answer.
Onwards to sec 3, finally i got the answer - yes, i do like her.
But fate played a trick...the girl got attatched.
People have always questioned me why i haven got myself a girlfriend.
My reason is simple - i never understood my heart until it's too late.
P.S. just treat it as i'm talking to thin air~
Thy Owner reviewed his life at 2:32 PM
